I need you
If I was a stream, searching for the ocean
You would be my current
Keeping me in motion
If a was a seed
Buried in the snow
You would be my sunlight
Helping me to grow
If i was a spark
In the middle of the night
You would be my flame
Keeping me alight
If i was a ship
On a stormy morning
You would be my lighthouse
Keeping me in motion
But i am not a stream
Spark, ship or seed
I am a person
And its you i need
I do not need a current
A lighthouse, flame or the sun
All i need is love
And for me, you are the one
Sometimes it's hard to find the light in the
And I did used to worry, what tomorrow would
But then, I found the sunshine inside of me,
that shone through me like a soaring eagle
int he sky,
But I couldn't see it, I was than blind,
Not blind by the eye, but by the heart and
But now I realize the beautiful life around
That I share with people who have among themselves,
open-minded hearts, minds and souls,
Some who have realized this, and some who
and among those people I grant them to find
their true passion,
to live life to the fullest, and to always
remember, you can always fulfill your dreams, if you give life your true capacities.
If Only You Knew
Long ago I had never thought of meeting someone
If only you knew, how i find trouble breathing
when I'm close to you.
How when I'm with you its like heaven on earth.
You are the one who gives love its worth.
If only you knew, how i forget to speak when
i see you.
How I forget my name when I stare into your
How it hurts me to hear your crys.
If only you knew how much i could do for you.
Set you free and let you see.
A world of love, free of hate.
A place to be you, a place we could relate.
If only you knew, how i feel alive when I see
How I forget pain and remeber love once more.
If only you knew, how i hate to hear guys
refer to you as "score."
I wish I knew what to say, what to do.
I am a loner of the skys.
I am watched by demonic vulture eyes.
Watching me always, all days.
If only you knew, how it is you.
You set me free from my cage, you settle my
If only you knew... if only you knew.
Bottled up inside
Are the words i never said
feelings that I hide
The lines you never read
You can see it in
Read it on my face:
Trapped inside are the lies
Of the past I cant replace
Wont seem to go away.
Why cant I be happier?
a brand-new day.
Yesterdays are over,
Even thought the hurtings
Nothing lasts forever
I must cherish what i'v got
Dont take my love for granted
For soon it
will be gone-
All you ever wanted
Of the love you thought youd won.
The hurt Im feeling now
Wont dissapear overnite,
Everything will be alright,
No more wishing for the past.
It wasnt meant
It didnt seem to last,
So I have to set him free.
When you asked why I love
When you asked why I love you
I didnt know what to say
I love every part of you in every single way
But if you want specifics i'll try to meet
and do my very very best to make a simple
I love you for your arms that hold me every
I love you for your kisses are sometimes strong
and sometimes light
I love you for your patient that never seems
I love you for the fact I can call you my
I love you for your lips that always seem
when you look upon my face for just a little
i love you for your eyes that seem deep within
i love you for you ability to always make
i love you for your honesty
i know youll never lie
i love you for your passion
so much it makes me wanna cry
i love you for you intelligence and the little
jokes you tell
i love all this and a million other things as
you see how hard it is to narrow it all down
there are far many reasons
i love everything that has to do with you
When you asked why i love you
~Heavenly Demonic Love~
How can something so beautiful be followed
by so much pain?
Why does her beauty and grace have to be in vain?
Her love would be heavenly bliss,
But to her
my feeling and thoughts don't seem to exist.
Sometimes I can look past that, my happiness doesn't matter.
I wish I could scream, thinking of her just makes me sadder.
She is my insperational soul,
Helping me reach my only
Her smile opens to way to my mind, freeing me from this enless labyrinth.
But when I'm almost free I am pushed
back in by a demonic nymph.
The nymph of pain that follows my love.
Too many things have happened for me to think
I'll get guidence from above.
I am alone to face bitter reality.
Alone to face love and pain with demonic brutality.
Why do I put myself through this wicked game?
Why do I sacrafice all that I have for that girl, does she even know
Then I look into her eyes and see something I have never seen before.
Love....hope...one more chance, i collaspe
to the floor.
Too much love.... too much pain..
I have walked through many rains, enough to know that I am nothing
but a bystandard in this place.
Nothing but a speck, but i forget all that when I see her face.
This heavenly demonic
love is killing me inside, enough to let people see,
See the real me.
Some days I want to die,
but my mind is
cleared of those thoughts when I gaze into her eyes.
When I'm with her I feel all the pain inside me leave.
she's gone and all that pain returns..... I want to belive...
Believe that I have a chance for happiness here.
rid of all this pain, all this fear.
Some days I want to leave this endless stream,
Because I know that this chance
is nothing but a dream.
I hope someone will hear my scream somewhere above,
Because I'm trapped here by this heavenly
When you are sad
When you are sad
I will dry your tears
you are scared
I will comfort your fears
When you are worried
I will give you hope
When you are confused
will help you cope
and when you are lost
and can't see the light
I shall be your beacon
shining ever so bright
is my oath
I pledge till the end
Why you may ask
because you're a friend.
In a friendship
We're free to
Parts of ourselves
Nobody else knows.
But the thing that sustains it
And sets it apart,
Is not something
It's a bond of the heart.
True friends are rare
In a lifetime two or three,
I'm so glad it happened
you and me!